Imma get this started off I understand I’m sad or pathetic for being this way, but I’m trying to change who I am. Yesterday the girl I went out with told someone I knew I was the worst date she ever had and basically shit on me. In the message she called me weird and awkward and laughing about how I am. Now I’m not gonna lie that shit hurt like crazy, I felt like my chest was collapsing after they told me and showed me the evidence .That was the first date I ever had and I’m 20 years old so I’m looking to fix myself something like that never happens again.