They see be yourself but I've been inside and secluded for so long I forgot how I am around people. I feel like I know myself, I can be that fun, energetic, uplifting guy but maybe thats just my online persona? IRL, I don't really show emotion. Like when I'm in my room, listening to music or talking to the online homies I can be happy, cheesy and shit but can't show this IRL. I just don't know what to say in person, and if I force myself to talk I feel like thats not really me.