hey,
my problem is that i dont know how do have fun anymore.
i honestly dont care at all about rejection,
i just want to have fun.

but within few months i have forgot how do have fun.
im serious all the time and cant find anything funny.

and when i dont have a good mood i find it really hard to communicate with other people.
its like i dont want to be alone but at the same time i dont want to be with others

can someone help me? thanks