Normally I just lurk around here. I don't write FRs because most of the time I feel like they are just narcissistic ego waxing diatribes that don't really go anywhere. I don't want to brag about anything I do. I need your help tonight. Please excuse my drunkenness.

Friday night I fell in love. It was the first time in about 3 years. I know what love feels like; I've been in it before. I went out with my friends to the bars downtown friday night. One of my friends is a girl about 2 years older than me. She has a boyfriend but he's never around. She's sent me signals before, telling me that the only person she's ever fell in love with was younger than her and whenever we talk to each other we've always held eye contact for the entire duration of our conversations. We flirt, but she flirts with everyone in the group. However, she always drifts back to me.

Friday night I bought her a drink. Normally I don't do this, but Wednesday night she bought me a drink, and so I felt as though I had to make it up to her. I had a crush on her by this point, but my goal Friday night was just to go out and meet some new girls. I had put this girl behind me. I felt as though if I met some other girls I would be able to forget about this one. She knew about my dating habits; she was the only girl in our clique and she had heard about how I was seeing two or three different girls at a time atm.

I bought her a drink and then went off to approach some other women. Later on in the night, I run into her on the dancefloor and we start dancing. After a few minutes of this, we're dancing face to face. She kisses me on the cheek, and I immediately start kissing her back. She says that she's very drunk and so I back off and start to leave the dancefloor. But she's grabbing my hand now and I'm essentially leading her out of the club. We end up outside alone, and we start kissing and holding each other. She's constantly initiating the contact, and even when I remind her that she has a boyfriend she doesn't stop. I would like to mention that she is the one who is constantly pushing the physical contact. She's always either holding my hand or in my arms. I'm the DD for the night, and she is very drunk but she is telling my that I'm the only one that she trusts out of all her friends and she is constantly trying to impress me with everything she says. Her eyes never leave my face. For the past two hours she has not left my arms, and although we have spent little time kissing, she has constantly been nuzzling me, even to the point that she starts feeling up my crotch in the middle of the street.

We go home, and I drop her off at her house and go home to sleep the night off. I'm not trying to sleep with her while she's this drunk. The rest of my friends have pretty much missed out on what we've been doing the entire night.

Tonight I went over to her house to pregame. She goes out of the way to explain to me how drunk she was. She doesn't remember anything since I bought her a drink she says. Nothing. Fine, I'll go meet some other girls then. We go out to the club and I dance with many girls. At one point she sees me with two girls in each arm kissing me. At the end of the night I pull a 31 year old woman's number (I am 21), and another girl who I danced with goes out of her way to tell me how attractive she finds me before kissing me on the cheek and running away. She sees all of this.

A girl I have been previously sleeping with calls me. The girl I've fallen in love with has been off doing her own thing in the club this entire night, but she would always hover around me or be within eyesight of me. She danced with me for a little bit, and outside she starts hugging me and dancing with me a little more. But now she is off again on her own, and the girl I've been sleeping with asks me to come over. She's looking at me, and I ask my friend for a condom and head over to the girl's house. She refuses to talk to me when I call her name.

Is there anyway to salvage this?