I've come to realize that their is no perfect anything in life and the fun in life lies in imperfections. Nothing perfect is funny or interesting (thats why people love the Joker).

Some guy who is *Uglier than you *Less confident than you *Has less game than you *Is less fluid than you *Has more fear than you, many guys like those got laid last night (or shit even this morning).

I was at the club last night. I was by far the most handsome guy there, I wasn't the tallest or most muscular, I had in my opinion the best outfit on. I many girls staring at me and giving me the IOI to approach yet i didn't. I was too scared to make a move even with obvious IOI's.

I saw the girl of my dreams giving me the save me eye while some less fluid guy tried to seduce her.

I went home that night more depressed and bitter than before I left, why because I didn't give myself a chance. Its bad when somebody rejects you but its crippling when you reject yourself.

I let my fear bully me and get the best of me again, but there is always a war going on between fear and action. YOU ARE FIGHTING THAT WAR EVERYDAY, you just keep losing.

If you want to win in seduction and life YOU MUST SURRENDER YOURSELF TO CHANCE. No pickup, outfit or game is foolproof. You must understand THAT YOU DONT AND NEVER WILL HAVE COMPLETE CONTROL OF EVERYTHING.

But thats why we love guys like James Bond, or Dr. House because they fucking try.

You didn't go home without a # because you weren't good enough u went home fruitless because you didn't try.

I have done some pathetic things to get sex that im too ashamed to ever talk about. Believe me guys the alternative for not trying is much worse, because your body demands sex and human connection and it can take you to dark places if you dont get it (prostitution, trannies, dating girls u dont want, or just being a hermit).

Please guys take atleast a day out of the week to limit your time on technology and just learn to be one with yourself, i guarantee you have a funnier, more creative, more seductive you underneath all the clutter u stack on your brain.

And above all try and go after what you want because the world and its inhabitants will try to get what it wants out of you.

I VOW TO MYSELF TO GO AFTER WHATEVER IT IS IN LIFE I WANT!!!!!!!