So here's the thing, I'm someone who has been, for a long time, struggling with things such as, anxiety and insecurities, so much so that affects a wide majority of my daily life and how I feel towards people, it is of this reason that I have kept up a facade of stoicism and apathy towards anything relating to intimacy and emotional compassion.

Now here comes the issue, with regards to a friend whom I have had quite the talk recently, just so happens that for one of the rarest occasions I managed to open up to her and surprisingly enough had a great inference on things relating to my issues, now with this "tolerance" that she gave me I think that I might have in a way, manifested attractions towards her, I haven't confirmed myself as to what I am currently feeling yet, though the need for compassion and attention is there, may sound a bit cheesy but it is what it is.

The problem that lies with all this is the anxieties and insecurities kick in, where I worry too much as to what she'll think of me and if somehow I'm burdening her too much, the problem of having to have a constant need of reassurance really fucks up my system and just ruins my thinking lately, I really want to talk with this girl without any issues whatsoever and recently has seen posts regarding putting up a facade, the one that is like the facade I put up with friends, opting for just fake it till you make it scheme or go the sincere and just be more straightforward with things because school year is ending and I don't want things to end on a sour tone.

TLDR: I am having personal and emotional issues that hinders me from truly distinguishing my feelings towards a girl.