It's been three month I didn't had sex. I use to have three solid plate which I was happy with. Sex was great, I had little to no effort to put in them and everything came to me so easily. But for the last month I've been busy being sick and I basically stopped doing anything at all. I was sleeping all day and lost contact with all three of em. Fucking mononucleosis, this shit is worst then cancer. I'm healthy now, beside the fact that I'm so fucking horny.

Today I went to the club, and I failed. Dude, I fucking failed. I've been talking to chix, it was great but I failed. No kiss, No number, Nothing at all. I feel like I'm out of the game right now and most of my friends dont want to go to the club. I'm hanging with ''geeks'' so it's either girls see me with unattractive guy OR I go alone.

I talked to that sexy blonde girl, I was pretty sure she was coming back as girl usually does, but she didn't. My ego is hurt and I feel like Maybe, just maybe I've forgot how hard it is to pick up girl? Maybe I have gotten it to easy for too long?

How to get back into the game? I Just fucking want sex right fucking now. I dont like prostitute tho. I feel dependent and I'm way out of this abundance mind set. I need it and I'm pretty sure it hurt my game so bad.