Alright, so I'm pretty much an introvert. Don't go around trying to make friends, other than the people that are in my classes and once that try to be friends with me.

A few years ago there was this girl in my class, she had a boyfriend at the time. Someone started to spread the rumor that I liked her, and my friend decided to tell her in front of me that I wanted her number, and she turned around smiling looking me in the eye asking "really?" And ofcourse my idiot self was shy and didn't know what to do so I just said, "when did I say that?" She just turned around and continued to talk to her friend.

Once we had our seats changed half way through the semester, she sat in front while I sat in the back and as I would walk in past her, she would look at me and I would look at her. Then continuously towards the end of the year she kept looking back towards me making me super shy.

One year went by, saw her in the halls every once in a while and we'd make eye contact but nothing happened. Now this year she's in the same college as me and I saw her quite often last semester and I would stare at her, she would stare at me. I was told she is shy, but she is super cute and I'm sure she's way more social than me.

I don't know what to do considering it's been 2 years and after graduating I convinced myself I had no chance anymore since I missed them all, then first day of college I see her. I'm super lost and don't know whether she's into me or not, and I have never actually tried to make any lady friends in highschool as I didn't want to deal with peoples shit lol... I would just go to class, hang out with a few friends after school and go straight home to video games/netflix. I have no idea what to do. She is mostly with her 2 friends from highschool and I saw her a lot last semester. Next semester doesn't start for another week and I'm kinda conflicted. Anyone mind helping me? Not the type to just hook up with girls, rather have a long relationship rather than find a girl to spend the night with. I would say I'm rather attractive since I do see more and more girls as the years have gone by eyeing me. I have also started to care about appearance whereas before I never cared (about 3 or so years ago). But yea, not the best social type of person, have social anxiety when it comes to big groups of people, even sometimes the people I'm cool with. I'll talk every once in a while, while hanging out with them. That's if I feel really comfortable on what they say...

This same girl has a few other guys come her way, or from what I've heard/seen at least. None worked out I believe, and she's still eyeing me as I eye her while walking by her. Used to think she was way outta my league, but have had like the 5 friends I've talked to about this tell me I look fine and she isn't outta my league... And no I have never had a girlfriend/first kiss, and I'm 18 turning 19 soon. She used to super shy and whenever I did something stupid in class cause I was sorta a clown back then, she would laugh and look at me.

tldr: cute girl, lot of eye contact for about 2 years now, dunno what to do, not the most social person, conflicted, pls help