so here's the deal, im a 18 european, very socialable good looking and clever guy and dispite this my ''experience(intimate)'' with the oposite sex is almost equal to none, mostly because of not daring myself to change it(as a kid i was shameless, as if i had no fear to go for it, but as i grew older my way of being changed, a lot) ...Until very recently, when i started to drink more ''seriously'' i started to feel this urge to enter a persona, as if my ''alter-me'' wanted to take control( it's not only a injection of confidence, but i can think much more in advance, and believe it or not, even my body responds to this in a good way), and in my ''high-school'' prom(beginning 2015) i decided to give it a go, and boom, i spend the night talking, laughing but mostly important flirting with woman i didn't even know most of the time which before my persona i would only look and think ''what-if'', even got a number of a girl that later i discovered she was already in a relationship. For me this was a turning point, i wanted to learn with this persona, like a personal ''billy idol teaching me(''eyes whitout a face'' videoclip says it all, this guy knows the game). After that i started to go out at night much more, and when i had the ''opportunity'' and the scenario was right i would bring my persona out again, first thing obviously was the backfire in my face, going from a '' persona '' to just a drunk ''person'', ruining all the seduction game on one of my attempts with it. but that drawback was a no biggy, i got a lot of sharing that i could do, but i will just threw a few to start this post, for example had my first kiss in no time after that with a really intelligent and beautiful girl(no sex :P) unfortunatly it was on a trip and since she lives thousands of miles away, i did nothing to mantain contact, just shared some pics we took that night and had a nice chat on facebook, by the way, that was a whole week trip with friends etc, and every-single-day the women i started conversations with gave me their contacts no exception if i had the time to do my thing(there was this time when my drunk friend broke an amplifier and i had to leave in a hurry with him to avoid getting caught by some furious staff), and there were even some rare occasions when friends of them(girls) that i didn't even interact to would come to me and start a conversation instead; one time i was at an appartment just talking. with no intent to get female attention, with some random known and unkown guys and girls, the next day i was on my temporary place with my friends, the ring bells, a friend opens while i was on the living room, and after a few seconds he says '' it's a girl calling for you '' i was like ''what?''(newbie xP) when i get to the door i recognize a girl from the group i was talking to the previous day, and she just asks me if i want to go to a party her friends made i was already on my persona so it wasn't ''frightning'' and went, turns out she discovered where i lived by asking some friends of mine that day, unfortunatly we were having a good time at the party (already sharing ''love'' xD) when she decided to start drinking, and when she got drunk she started to grab me and took me to a more ''quiet'' place, clearly ''wanting'' to have sex, but i refused all the ''invites'' ,she was just too drunk and it was against my ''moral'' standards to do something more intimate with her on that state so after a while i just took her to her friends, left the party and went back to my place. I just keep getting surprised about how smooth ''it'' is, it just works, and now my effort is into trying to grab those persona qualities, and be able to do some fine ''sensual-seduction'' as the old snoop dogg says, on day-game for example, thing is, in just a little more than half a year i got a lot different than i was before. Finally, while im not really into one night stands but a well mantained relationship ( still no girlfriend in sight :/ ) , i just have fun and a good time getting to know different woman, and as a very-very recent viewer of this subreddit i just wanted to share my past and future experiences as i learn the ways of ''billy'', but mostly, learn with all of you.

Thank you (sorry for my ''rusty'' english)