It's pretty obvious that the pandemic has affected all of us in so many ways. I've spent the last 7 months trying to better myself. From reading books like Mark Manson's models to getting back in shape( I've dropped 22 lbs). This Pandemic has been a blessing in disguise for me in so many ways. However there's on thing that's been annoying me for quite some time.

After spending the last 2 years in Uni, I've developed a relatively abundant mindset in comparison to what I was before. I've hooked up with plenty of girls. Especially when I was travelling. However during the beginning of the pandemic I met this amazing girl who I really got along with, for probably the first time in a few years I had really strong feelings for someone. However, A few weeks into our initial interactions we had to go into Lockdown. And this meant I had to return to my home country. This was probably the worse time to meet someone amazing because I can't resort to my usual lifestyle of traveling and partying to meet women. To make matters worse, the country I'm in right now(India) is doing pretty bad in terms of the cases and meeting new people is super unlikely.

Anyway, this girl and I texted a few times but let's face it. Texting is the worse especially when you're trying to get with the other person. Idk why but my feelings for this girl has grown exponentially since lockdown and there is literally nothing I can do about this and it's turning into an obsession really. With so much time at my disposal, I can't help but get lost in fantasies. Sounds to me like a classic case of Oneitis really.

How do I restore the abundance mindset I used to have, especially during times like this where meeting new people is a huge task? It honestly sucks to meet someone that amazing during a time like this ffs