Fat as hell in highschool after being skinny all my life before that, picked on, first gf after highschool ended badly blah blah you guys get it.

Now I've gone from a 4 in looks to about an 8 I'd say, grew from 5'4" to 6' after highschool, started hitting the gym, I have a nice face and jaw line, anyways I'm just saying I think maybe I could have success now, thing is though no matter how convinced I am that I'm friendly and good looking enough to have game, I just can't.

Mostly the point of this post is to ask if these are obvious hints that I'm ignoring.

Walk into dollar store late night on my shift , first thing I see walking in is beautiful blonde girl my age doing some stock, she looks over and makes eye contact with me and smiles pretty genuinely (she's at work though prob has to be nice) I immediately pretend she isn't there and break eye contact, I notice her scowl a bit after like she looks depressed and go to another aisle.

Anytime I see a girl make eye contact or smile at me I immediately lool away, lol like I can't help it? Unless I know them from work or something g obviously but even then I don't know how to flirt really, oh well rant done.

If a girl looks you in the eyes and smile should I go say hi? Lol, I'm not as retarded as I sound in this post btw, I just hate typing much