Sup guys... Getting straight into it, Im a gym junkie, i been training naturally for almost 3 years and im pretty lean and have good size at the moment, Im not far from finishing my cut so im looking good already.

There has been this girl who recently started training that i see once every 2-3 weeks and oh my god, do i find her attractive. Shes a solid 9/10. I been waiting for the opportunity to speak to her and catch her by herself for a long time but she has always been with her friend or with a personal trainer.. until today.

She was doing abs BY HERSELF next to the seated cable row machine and i needed to borrow the handlebar from it...Now as I said, my physique is looking pretty decent at the moment so I often find a few girls looking at me from a distance… this girl was one of them. I walked up to her/the machine and i asked if she was using it, she said no she’s finished with it and smiled and looked dead into my eyes as she spoke, it was as if she was just urging me to initiate a conversation with her, open posture, positive energy, a big beautiful smile aswell as plenty of enthusiasm in her speech.

What did i do? I said awesome thanks, i took the equipment and walked back to what i was doing.. I could feel her still looking at me from a distance. Im fricken slapping myself right now. I cant believe i missed the perfect opportunity to speak to her. I'v been needing a new friendship/relationship in my life and i couldn't of got it from a better girl than her, and there i was, walking away like a bitch.

What the hell do i do? I cant stop thinking about her and how stupid i was. Im so angry with myself. Its not that im not confident, i have plenty confidence but for some reason i just didn't initiate the convo... Only when i walked away i realised how stupid that was.

Please help me guys. This is destroying me mentally. Whats worse is im really craving that relationship or close friendship – Its not that im desperate, I can still think normally, but this is definitely contributing to my emotions right now. My 2 best friends left to go overseas forever early this year so im pretty much alone… don’t get me wrong, have plenty of acquaintances but not FRIENDS. Im torturing myself by thinking this girl could have broken this loneliness cycle iv been going through. I don’t know what to do, im so angry and frustrated. HOW COULD I MISS THE CHANCE!!!!

PLEASE HELP.