hey guys, I am a recently divorced guy in his early 50s, I should know better and grow up right? I can't help myself though when I see these hot 20, 30 somethings running around ... I had a few years right before I met my wife like 10 years ago where I was hitting the ball pretty good, I would say I was getting pretty good at cold approaching and was banging women I could NOT BELIEVE, meaning they were so hot I was pinching myself, asking am I dreaming that I am banging this woman right now? lol ... but, in general, my town TOTALLY SUCKS for game, i rarely see an attractive woman and now my confidence is kind of shot, having been divorced and feeling old, I've also quit drinking so the whole loud bar scene is just annoying to me now, but, let me cut to the chase as to why I am posting right now ---->

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EMERGENCY SITUATION LOL - on my way home I noticed a local bar is throwing a huge event with tents out front and what not, I said, fuck it, and paid the cover and went in and for the first time in a year I saw more hot chicks all in once place that I could handle, but this is the loud party scene and all and the girls all are younger than me, I just choked and went home, this party is going on for about 4 more hours and it kills me I'm being a pussy, feeling old and lame and not working that situation .... if I could somehow flip a switch, even at my age, I know I could walk out of there with at least a few phone numbers of a few hotties, but just would rather Netflix it up and be a bum ....

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I WISH I COULD JUST FORCE MYSELF TO GO DO THIS ... just looking for others who can relate to all this, especially on the age and sobriety issue? I just feel like with the not drinking and my age women would be bored as fuck with me