So, i am a 18/M who is friendly and loud and awesome; but socially awkward to anyone who i was not familiar with. I've always wanted to change that, but always approached the situation in the wrong way. Now, i have a job in the city that never sleeps, always talking to new people. Today was my first day, and i thought i wasn't gonna make any noticeable progress. I was wrong. I sold over 10 tickets (which is little, but idgaf its a accomplishment that i even sold one) and all of the people who came to buy from me got me nervous as all hell. But i picked up my balls and said fuck it, im going all in. Meeting new people and being nervous with them is lowly turning into confidence that i can make them at least chuckle. I can't game worth for shit either (OMG) Now, the next step is to try to seduce the women during my break, before and after work. Not during. Because you don't shut where you eat.