Hi. I just need some insight or advice here.

I've been seeing a woman since June 2017. Shes Hot as hell for being 50. I'm 46. Both of us got out of a relationship around that time.

Fast forward to Oct. 2017, our 4th date. This hurts my soul but I'll tell it. We meet at Fridays, I see her in the parking lots fiddling with something in her truck. She sees me and we go into the restaurant together. We have a couple beers. She's playing with her hair, touching me and we're laughing having a good time. She pulls out her phone and shows me pictures of different guys boners she said she found on Craigslist. (HINT!) We have a little something to eat and walk out to her truck. She said her cousin helped put a few buckets of stones in her truck for the driveway at her house. I don't get her hint, I tell her goodnight and we kiss and I get into my car and go home. After I get home I realized I messed up! She wanted to have sex with me in the back of her Ford SUV!!! How could I have been so oblivious! I've gotten her out on 3 datrs since then but she always says she has to pick her daughter up after our dates which I know is BS.

Is there anyway I can recover for my blunder of missing her clues? And how do I do it? This really hurts my soul.