I don’t think I’m suited for this. Even if some girl is just interested in me, it ends because they don’t feel a romantic connection. It’s all bullshit. It’s either you’re attractive or not. They become stupidly insecure when they feel you are hard to get. And since I’m not and I’m short like 174cm it’s just over. I’m 25 and I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to be the guy friend or that stupid friendzone thing which is the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard. It’s obvious I mean how can a girl see you as a fucking friend when you open your feelings to her? Do they really believe that you will fucking change and have different feelings? I wouldn’t be friend with someone who is attracted to me tbh. I always pushed them away because it’s not right. I feel the dumbest man alive and I’m done , I don’t even wanna try. All I have is why the fuck I’m alone and it’s fucking killing me. I don’t even fucking care about myself as in those stupid girls are more important , I can’t even ignore big red flags. I’m just like in desperation. Most time I can’t even go more than talking stage. I’m like dead these days and act like a fucking zombie. I don’t think I deserved this.