Im at the beach in my home town, and today there are 1 million people from everywhere on the beach. I always look at everyones faces and try to make eye contact now unconsciously. Im riding down the path just looking at everyone for hours, so I forget what Im doing.

Then, I looked at someone like I always do and for some reason looked away at someone else. I realize the first person I saw is now staring at me, she is making eye contact with me and we both just start smiling more and more. She just gives me the sexiest look I have ever seen, I got really turned on by it. While all this happened I was on my bike riding and people were riding all around me, I didnt stop. Then I just keep thinking about how much that girl must have liked me, and I start walking on the beach.

I just think, I must be able to find another girl who will look at me like that again. I walk through and stare at like 1000 girls, crowds and crowds of poeple. The girls are all ugly. They also dont even look at me, and Im getting more and more tired from walking. I just frustrates me so much how I cant find anyone I like even if there are 100 girls around me. Then when Im about to get picked up, riding a bike, leaving I always find the hottest girls.

Im really tired now, Im going to take a nap but please guys tell me what to do. There is a big party at the beach all day and all night, I need to go back. All I care about is girls, Im not afraid to look or talk to them. Im still afraid of other parents/family members/ people around them. Im starting to get really depressed about this, when I got that feeling from the one girl, I know its what I need. Im going to lay down now and think and probably dream about them now, please guys tell me what to do.