I'm 25 year old dude. Virgin, fat and ugly, like real ugly. Been lurking here and reading lots of PUA stuff.

I've started going to gym 4 days a week and forcing my self to be more social. Building on myself and learning. Got few #s from girls in social situation. These things takes time and right now I'm not confident enough about myself around guys (forget girls for now).

Somehow I found a local lair and signed up. Now, there is a guy on it who asked me to sarge with him. I know that field experience is king. But, I've this fear that if I show up, he'll be disappointed of what he expected.

Sorry for this.