Hello,

This is my first Reddit post so excuse my mistakes. I am a narcissistic person. I don't like that fact but it is a fact. I'm not an asshole though. I'm from higher-mid class. I live in a country/town where image is everything. For i.e people buy the latest smartphones to show off even though they have to cut down on a lot of stuff. I don't really have a hard time meeting women or getting laid. But all of that depends on luck. I'm quite attractive so women check me out, I pick some of them to meet and see how it goes. My problem is I always desire the hottest women. But whenever I show interest I can actually see their ego rising. Let me explain with an example:

I see this gorgeous girl on the campus. She's checking the fck out of me. I go ahead and show interest. She immediately stops checking me out and tries to look cool. Tries to hide her smile, gives her face this stupid look etc. She doesn't hide her interest completely but wants me to flatter her. I always have to be the one chasing. Why? Fck them I have options. They want me more than I want them. But It seems I'm missing something.

Sometimes after that I go ahead and meet them. I can see them restrain themselves from showing too much attention. It's always the same. These women lack sincerity. You always have to kiss their magnificent asses before tapping them. That's just not for me. Isn't there a way to bypass that? Or is my mentality absurd? Do we have to kneel to women to sleep with them? Anyway, thank you.

TL;DR I would like to get women without self-compromise