I'm making this post to signify my dedication to improving my game. This post is for me to get my thoughts out and come back to later on.

I smoke pot a lot. Way too much really. Pretty much any money I get goes to the ghanja gods. This is a problem, being 19 with limited access to venues for treating women to. Not to mention, any game I have drops to a 0 while high. I get wayyyyyy too self conscious. I've been wanting to stop cold turkey for a long time, but this has proved very difficult for me. Yes I know this is bad. I'm really going to start working at it now though.

I'm working on a solution that will help me cut back, while forcing me to improve my game. I'll use good ol' Mary Jane as a reward system for making steps towards improved game.

As a 19 yo virgin with horrible AA, this leaves a lot of room for improvement. What follows is a list of milestones and how I will reward myself for achieving them.

Talk to a random girl in public. She has to be hot, and I have to tell her this. I'll allot myself an entire gram for the first time I manage to do this. One .4 personal joint for the next 9. Then no more reward for just an approach.

Kissing. Same reward as approaching.

An honest evaluation of good Kino in an interaction is good for a .3 bowl. Only 10 of these too.

Once the V-Card is gone, I'm fucking celebrating. No limits for one day. Maybe some L if logistics allow

If anyone else has some more good things I can reward myself for doing, drop a comment please. Think I'm an idiot for using weed like this? Tell me why.

It's late right now and this sounded like a good idea. Maybe this will actually work? My penis sure hopes so