So back in September I started talking to a guy online that I really connected with. I can’t even explain what it was, we just had great banter back and forth, and I loved chatting with him. After 2 and a half week we finally met in person and it was amazing. We had a blast and I liked him even more.. now he said he was single and just wanting to have fun at first but then he started acting the opposite. Said all these wonderful things to me that weren’t just about fooling around. After our date we talked about meeting up again but he was an hour away and we were both busy with our kids and jobs. We would basically talk mostly about sexual stuff and sometimes life stuff. Fast forward two months after meeting him and I find him on Facebook (well a guy friend of mine does) and sees him in a picture with a girl... messages her and turns out he lives with her for two years!!! It was like a punch in the guy because I asked him a million times if he had a GF and he said no that he had gotten a divorce 2 years ago. Which he did but I thought he was single for sure. Anyway, the girl ended up figuring stuff out and started messaging me like crazy, calling me a slut and all this stuff.... she was ruthless. She had no idea that I didn’t even know about her! He asked me not to say anything to her and he said he doesn’t know why he lied to me... that he was so very sorry for it all. At first I was going to just lie for him but when she started saying all these awful things and he was acting meaner about it all, I decided to tell the truth! So I told her the truth.. she wanted text messages showing it so I sent them. After that he blocked me on Facebook but I don’t think on text because I sent a message last week and it said delivered. Now that I’m out of his life I feel like so upset with myself for not just covering for him because if they didn’t work out— I could have had a shot! Crazy at it sounds I wanted him and still do :( Now I’m just so upset with myself because I feel guilty and want to tell him I am sorry. But I can’t cause he surely hates me. I thought about in a few months reaching out or getting even hotter and sending him a video to try to seduce him I sound like I have lost my marbles but this guy made me weak and I can’t stop Thinking about him :(