20 yr old male I've had a good relationship (friends?) with this woman for over 2 years now. Going in and out of contact sometimes for weeks, other time for a month or two. I've had a little crush on her in the past, but never told her. Some time has passed and that feeling is gone, yet I still feel infatuated by her. I'm always "the friend" friendzone is where I reside in all of my female relationships. this is one where I feel a difference. she doesn't talk about other boys around me, doesn't come to me for advice, and doesn't tell me she "loves me" or how sweet I am like all the others. she invites me places sometimes, and texts me first sometimes too.

If she is interested, or has a hint of feeling how I do show her I do to? I do flirt sometimes but I don't think I'm doing it right. I live such a great life, all aspects are great accept this one. I want that to change.

Im so hard on myself and psyche myself out for anything that has to do with this. Help my balls drop reddit!