Hey, in a way I mastered self amusement because at any point and time I can crack myself up and virtually make myself high.

But in interactions when I self amuse or make jokes people think I'm high or crazy and it's b's lol cuz I'm saying things to make myself laugh and make me enjoy my life more but ppl get repelled by it. And it's not like how Julian said not everyone will fk with you. Like 80% get repelled. Only my friends kinda like it. I legit just want to enjoy myself and give value with nothing in return so why is it having such a negative outcome. Most people where I live think I'm crazy af now lol. I can reverse it if I just master giving value but still this is fucked up. I just wanna be me but no one fucks with me lol, my humor is a mix of Julian and Tyler's pretty much. I have a really bad rep right now