When I found out about Mystery I got huge results on chicks from my social circle (I went from being a regular chump to a guy that had the entire classroom attracted to him), since then I get a lot of IOIs wherever I go everything is great on attraction but after that I am yet to find the path that suits my personality (I don't like BS, I avoid lying (I can count the lies I have told in the last 8 years) and I get easily bored), I think I got a lot closer to it now though.

I've been forcing direct game (yes) on some chicks for a while but even though they were attracted I was unable to take it to even get past an acquantence/friend kind of relationship (they weren't investing). After some months trying to figure my mistakes I came to the conclusion that I wasn't giving myself enough value, I didn't have self-respect to stop forcing the interactions with them, to tell them they were fucking boring, to understand that I wasn't giving them enough room to breathe and that I was coming off as needy/creepy or god knows what (rapist?). I was blind and I only wanted to acquire the ability of being extremely direct, so much that I ignored every signal from these chicks.

self respect should be that core that helps you when things don't go as you had expected, it should measure the amount of intent you are willing to put into an interaction and it should be what stops you from giving atention to someone that doesn't deserve it.

I still have a looooong way to get where I want to be but I thought this realization was good enough to share.

In memory of Lorena, the only chick I really liked in the last 4 years and who now prolly thinks I am a rapist (no joke, the chick changed her schedule after I told her I liked her and I wanted to go with her to wherever she was going after class, I haven't seen her after that).