(first of all English isn't my native language)

Been through this sub for a few years and i was able to follow and apply most of the things i've learned here.

Just recently i came into a sudden realization that i've become something that i don't know how to explain it.

I guess it's the opposite of having oneitis, as of now i have the ability to disregard or forget anyone and just don't give a fuck about them whenever i want to. Specially when i'm noticing that i'm starting to like a girl and most of the times think of her all the time. I've applied this oneitis cure and all of a sudden i won't even think of this girl anymore or give a fuck about her.

I don't feel quite good about this, i feel like i've become a monster...is this still normal? or have i become a heartless bastard?

(i'm really sorry for my bad English!!)