In the last 2 months or so I’ve been on at least 20 first dates and have just 3 of them again for a second date. Some of them I just didn’t vibe with or was not attracted to. However I’ve been in a pattern where the cute girls I want to see tend to ghost me. Women find me attractive initially but whenever I start the talking part of the date things tend to go south. Been doing online dating because I kinda have approach anxiety and with me being sober this year approaching women has been really difficult. I want to overcome this as well as get better at communicating with women so for the next 30 days I’ll go out and approach one woman a day. I’m very cerebral and love to absorb information but it’s time I truly put myself out there and apply some of the things I’ve learned. I’ll look at each approach as a chance to improve myself and write down what I did well as what we wrong with each encounter. A little nervous because I never talk to women outside of a bar and usually when I have a little liquor courage but I want to take my game to another level and start having more success with the higher quality women. I plan to report summarize my encounters of the week every Sunday so stay tuned.