Well, I am happy about it, but I am not progressing as much/as fast as I would like.

Last week, I struck up a conversation with this girl that stood right next to me - I mean this girl was perfect, my height (I'm short, only about 5"4'), really cool, easy to talk to, down to earth, good looking, I could go on. I completely forgot to ask for her number before she had to catch the bus

Anyway, during the week I am usually working (on my job or myself) and studying, so I don't go out much aside from with friend, to and from work, to the library.

I am now making it a weekly effort to go downtown at least once a weekend and talk to people.

Today I went downtown. I was talking to a bunch of people downtown. I stopped and talked to many people that I passed, people in the parking lots, on the street, etc. But, I couldn't for the life of me talk to any "relatively " pretty girl whom I saw/passed by. Instant regret as soon as I didn't do it. As if my brain knows, but it just wont let me.

I have absolutely no problem talking to anyone else. There was an older lady in the parking lot taking pictures, I had a conversation about what she was taking a picture of. Went to the book store, and easily talked to a few of the women in there. Saw a guy riding this weird skateboard thing, had about a 10 min conversation with him after. Couples with their kids, etc. I mean, what the fuck, as soon as a girl whom is around my age (24 year old) comes in the picture, I just cant keep my mind together. It's like my whole persona, attitude, sociability, goes completely out the window.

Being said, what youtube videos would you guys recommend on here? Podcast? Books? I am currently reading Models, although I am only on page 10. I've watched a few RSD videos as well (don't remember specifically which ones), , and a few other videos. Looking for any and all other resources.