So, it all happened 3 years ago, I had a girl classmate, we never really talked but at the last years of my highschool slowly she started talking with me on a daily basis. I saw that she was attracted to me but those times I was a mess and I told her that we don t match at all. She was angry with me but she didn t stop coming at me. I lacked experience and I was afraid back then. Slowly I started to develop feelings towards her but afterwards she rejected me every time but still came back to me and seduced me. She always told me crap that why can t we get together but she never stopped writing at me and coming to places where I was and she wasn t a person who would go out to party and stuff. I put her the big question, we get together or we never talk again. She couldn t answer and she came to me crying. Highschool ended, we skipped the entire summer. I moved to annother city for university, and then I found out that she came here too. We started talking again but she had a boyfriend. I taught that I won t wait for her so I got a girlfriend. The day I told her that I have a gf she said that she will disappear in this case and she did so. Annother year passed and we met at a birthday party. We talked a lot, and we decided that sometime we will have sex. Until then I broke up with my gf so I thinked there s nothing between us so let s get to sex :))) She backed out for sure, told me that she lives only to the moment and bullshits. 2 months passed and I invited her out and told her the same as after highscool, to decide what she wants from me, still she couldn t answer, now I told her this is the last time, if she chooses to try out a relationship with me it s fine, if she doesen t leave me in peace. She told me that she needs a bit more time to answer. She always had messy and bad relationships. We have a friend in common and to him she always says that she can t find a man with balls who know what he wants, and my friend told her that I am here, and she replied that this is something else. Now dear friends wtf is this?