I’ve been losing myself on weed everyday for a couple of weeks, but I think I just recently found myself, I’ve been depressed for as long as I can remember (I’m 17) and today I was sitting in class just thinking about life and stuff (wasn’t high today) and something clicked. I immediately felt the pain (that I wasn’t aware of) flood out of my back, and I realized that I’ve been holding onto all these little things, that I really just shouldn’t be holding onto. I realized that there is happiness and people really do feel it. I had never realized that before I thought everyone just faked it. But now I feel like my depression is gone, and I feel like my anxiety is gone, and this is all over the place, and I’m crying, and I’m just so happy! I feel amazing and I wanted everyone from r/drugs, and r/depression, and r/seduction (yep) and r/socialskills, and r/exmormon to know that I’m really thankful for all the help you’ve given me, and I will do my best to keep this feeling, and I’ll do my best to be successful in life for all of you, and my family and my friends, I love all of you, and I hope that you all have amazing lives, and I hope you all can bash down everything your dealing with! If you EVER need someone to talk to, I am ALWAYS here for all of you! So from the bottom of my heart, the top of my heart, and everywhere in between, I love you, and good luck!!!