I apologize in advance for the long story

I'm 21 years old and in college. In high school, I was a typical awkward teen with no game and some pretty skewed ideas about women (the normal AFC stuff like be nice to her and put her on a pedestal and she'll reward you).

When I came to college, I found a random PUA audio one day and slowly developed my skills. About three years later, I had transformed into a decent PUA. At this point, I don't really do a lot of the rehearsed stuff, I just do whatever is natural because I worked almost exclusively on inner game to build my confidence and rarely on openers, stories, games, etc. To be honest, I rejected a lot of typical PUA skillset because it always felt a little off to me. Learning the skills developed my confidence tremendously, but it still feels weird to be rehearsing openers and stories in my head so I don't work like most of the seduction community probably.

But even though right now I can probably go out and get a girl in a couple hours, I just feel tired of it. I know seduction isn't about attracting that one girl, but attracting all the girls, but so far all of the girls that I've attracted just haven't been what I'm looking for. I still haven't been in a meaningful relationship with any girl for more than a month because I feel like I can't find one that's perfect enough.

If you read through all of this thank you very much. I just feel very lost and have been for some time and just want any input at all. Thanks.