I finally got over my fears and went out alone and had a somewhat okay time. I regret that I drank so much but thats just a personal issue that has been highlighted to me after yesterday. I drank to feel comfortable and somewhere along the line I lost the ability to just be.

Basically just wanted to thank a previous post for making me take the leap. Lesson leant from this event was to not rely on the booze so much and just enjoy the femalw company. Thank you.