Strange thing this weekend. I was at a festival, I had met a girl the previous night that I thought was really cute but she was totally hammered. The next day I find out she is friends with some of the friends I'm with. We end up standing next to eachother duriing a bands set and some of our friends take off to go to the front and we are standing together so I start talking to her. First thing I notice is she really weird and spacey and kind of hard to talk to (too much acid in her lifetime I'm guessing, I've met other people that did too much acid and acted the same). Anyway we smoke a joint and I offer to split a molly with her and we hang out at another stage. During the show we are coming up and I point out the rising supermoon to her so we go and look at that then decide to explore, we see a shooting star and freak out and go in some weird art installations. She seems pretty quiet but she smiles at me so I think she is interested but not overtly. We go and see another band then head back...we are standing together and she offers me some blow then I grab her and start kissing her neck, then she kisses me but stops and says "sorry, I'm weird" and mentions something about a guy she fell for that didn't work out that she was bummed about.

I say fuck it and we are having fun anyway and I'm super high so I don't really care, we head over and see another band, she starts to seem like she is more into me and she is opening up to me more and we find out we have quite a bit in common. Anyway, after the show we head back over to a kick back and are sitting around drinking. Still can't tell if she is too into me. At some point I sit on a hammock by myself and she sits next to me then puts her legs on me and starts making out with me, telling me that instead of heading up north for the week she wants to hang out with me instead, then asks if there's anywhere we can go fuck. I mention a place and then all of a sudden she then says shes not down. Later on this dude starts yelling about some shit and I ask her if she wants to get out of there because the vibe was bumming me out and she says no. Everyone is wasted at this point and she is really hammered. She eventually starts telling me about how her ex-boyfriend was lying to her and is venting to me about that and how bummed she is. Later on I ask her again if she wants to go and she says no so I say fine and go outside by myself for a minute. I head back to get some water and see her sitting on the ground talking to my friend, they then get up and go to the bedroom and fuck. I'm super bummed about it, especially so because my friend is very unattractive. Sorry I don't have much else information but, holy shit, I hung out and had a super fun time with this girl all night, she considers spending the week with me, then she talks to my friend for 5 minutes and bangs him? What is wrong with me? This hurt my ego really really badly.