So i was going out. Met up with some girls from a few days before. We were having a good time and i have my hands on their hips, while ordering drinks. We talk and dance, give me a kiss on my cheek. After we the club closes they tell me they have a boyfriend (while we are casually talking). So they set me.up with one of their friends who doesnt have a girlfriend who doesnt have a boyfriend. This conversation was as dry as the goddamn sahara. What am i doing wrong. I feel like a failure because friends tell me i have no game. Im mad. The two girls im connecting with have a boyfriend and the one girl they set me up with have the driest conversation ever. People laugh at me, and i won’t accept it. Im better than that. I just want to quit and focus on myself and that is, workout do hard things and embrace the suck cause thats what im good at. But i have to talk to girls eventually. What can i do guys. I feel so stupid even tough im not. I want to be the best. Whatever it takes.

Im drunk so dont mind all the big talk and spelling mistakes. I just dont want to be the bad version anymore.

Edit: i have been working on myself for about a year and a half now. I have gained a lot and been growing so much. Only thing i havent worked on is my relationships and girls. I dont care how much stuff hurts. I have run half marathons, i have lifted backbreaking weights. Only thing i havent done is talk to girls. I will not accept this. I will not accept people laughing at me.

Edit 2: im at the wrong here. I just fucked up and shit happens. I just cant handle being out of my comfort zone. If it aint the gym or work im not going to be comfortable. Im so unhappy with myself i just wish i could be fixed. I just feel like shit because nothing went as i wanted it to. Sometimes i feel like im better of alone. I just dont want to hurt again. Sorry guys i drank too much.