Every guy that have been single for quite a while knows that there comes a time when being lonely becomes a demon that torments you every night.
Whether it's social media or media, everywhere you look it's couple's everywhere and the very sight of it either conjure hate or envy in you and in some cases a depressing sadness that you learn to adapt to using coping mechanisms.
This goes on for months and then suddenly you meet someone and by the first night you are so in love(or so you think) but actually it's just you that got desperate, taking the first chance you get because you are scared that you might never meet someone.
The reality of the whole situation is that you settle for someone that you will come to know in time you did not like that much, and that she is not the type of person you want, and that you were love drunk by the thought of her and not even the person.
By now the break- up will be awkward and her friends already told you that they will kill you if you break her heart, even though you never wanted to hurt her.
So I know this is becoming a long read, so I'll keep it short and just say, Wait for the girl that is everything you want, you deserve the best for yourself
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