I don't know about you guys but the more I am concerned with being beta or alpha, the worse my game is. In fact, I kind of hate the term beta. There are people who are having fun, socially aware, and secure with themselves and there are people who aren't (yet). I do things right when I don't think. For this reason, I find reading seddit before I go out to be really detrimental to my game. I'm not saying you shouldn't study, but when you are in the moment, let your training take over and have fun.