I am writing this quick post to engage you and see what's your thought about this reflection that I am going to share.

The thing is that this subreddit is kind of addictive. I try to explain to myself why I feel consoled / hungry to read more negative experiences of other MGTOWers who got burned and joined the club.

It is as if there is not enough negative experiences with the other sex that others share and I observe each day that quench my mind.

At other days, I feel 100% opposite. Sometimes I feel positive and cannot stand to read any of the stories here.

With this positive and negative attraction and while this pattern is not original (I am sure), I cannot still spot the exact need that draws me and repels me to read and visit this place.

tl;dr; sometimes I come to read negative experiences so I feel better, other times I cannot stand the negativity. what's that addictive pattern?