I’m so done. My friends have ruined things for me with every girl I’ve wanted to date. The most recent one was today, they told the girl, who is the first one I’ve loved, that she’s playing me and a bunch of other bullshit. I’m so done, I’m so sad. I just want to die, or beat someone up. I want to stop trying to have a relationship, even though I’m only 14.

Edit: I’ve realized you don’t need a relationship to be happy. I’m searching for new friends. Be your own king, not someone else’s.