Hello guys! I have been reading a lot (predatory female, men on strike, myth of male power, etc...), but i started reading "the rationale male", and i feel like im reading some kind of book about how to pick up women... Whats an alpha, and why the alphas this, and the alphas that...

And i feel that thats exactly what i dont want. I want to not care about what an alpha is and what is not. I am not one, and i dont mean to.

A little time ago, when i found mgtow, i realized that the big curse of my life, not being attractive to women, has been a blessing all along.

And i want to read things that supports that.

Any recommendations? Thank you very much.