Sometimes, I feel simpy, I start thinking that maybe some 2% NAWLT exists I can find or something, (not really acting upon those but keep on) and that I get an urge to bond.

But then I masturbate, squabble some milkshake and then I instantly, FUCKING instantly feel like "Thank God I didn't trap myself with a fucking woman, what the fuck have I been thinking?" and somehow I become the most MGTOW person ever.

The fact that my "perspective" and "emotions" really change after I bust a nut. It's like busting a nut does "refresh" to my MGTOW path.

I have a lot of reasons to go MGTOW and I am not going to let some fucking nut direct my life.

But I must do NoFap (before the pseudoscience bashing crew hit in) I realized it really makes me have more energy, and get no brainfog. How can I do it with this fucking problem?