Hello,my English is bad, IAM 17 finished school 1 month ago , now I do nothing and serch for jobs until I go to the army , IAM at the gym 2 and a half years outside IAM strong and healthy but inside I feel weak I don't feel alpha I need a change I want to be strong to have power from the inside I want meaning freedom I need inside power so I want a big change ... I need it I want to do it full power I don't care the pain how much it's hard , give me the hardest plan I want to be with 1000 will power I want to be mgtow I want to rely on you on myself I don't want to fap daily to hardcore porn , I need help to be my own God . Pliz help,tnx.