Hey nobody's probably gonna even read this anyways but whatever. Anyways so much stuff has happened the past year i left my childhood home, literally every friend i ever made betrayed me in some way, and my closest friends even set me up,my girlfriend fucked my friends behind my back,and even my own father disowned me to be with his"new family". Anyways all this all happened altogether in the course of a month and even more things happened that i dont even want to speak about. I had to move to new york with my mom who also doesn't even want me and reminds me everday lol, smh. She tells me if i knew this is how you would turn out i would've listened to your father and aborted you, she tells me this when she's mad,calm,sad, whenever tbh Espically if i do something wrong. My mom only took me in because she didn't want people to think she's horrible just like my dad but quite frankly she's worse. Its hard to have to face the fact that nobody in my family likes me. The verbal abuse is so real! Anyways its my senior year and im trying to graduate but i feel like i cant do it anymore like i was really struggling in math today after all these years the words are finally getting to me sadly.my mom and brother keep calling me fat and ugly and sometimes it really gets to me(thats why im here) honestly i just really need some advice, i hope at least someone reads this im becoming so misanthropic please help😞