I'm done trying to get a girlfriend again. I have decided to go my own way. There's so many things in life to enjoy and I honestly deserve better than this. I just want to make money so I can become independent, help my family, and see the beauty in the world for what it is.

For context, I'm an 18 year old living somewhere in San Diego county. I was diagnosed with high-functioning autism and I have spent my whole life trying to socialize normally. I have been successful in making friends and one girlfriend, who was a psycho bitch. But when I interact with women, they all say I'm weird or bad at interacting for no fucking reason. I'm done with this shit now.

Rant over