Guys I will tell you straight without filters and with my anger on because I can't hold it in anymore. I'm fucking heart broken. Films/series/books/anime shows such a beatiful and pure love with kindness, adoration, romance, love etc. And naturally person wants it. But I, as a redpilled man knows that IT DOESN'T FUCKING EXIST in 95% of cases. Woman today are just... I want to stay on my grind and do me things but this fucking romanticism is just killing me when I know it just isn't achievable...