Long time lurker here and I just wanted to share my recent experience and how reality hit me hard on my face.I had swallowed redpill even before I have set foot in the dating world so I was like never a bluepilled guy but recently I was deviating from the commandments of redpill and thought why not give a shot to the bluepilled life what's the problem in that and maybe these redpillers are too frustrated with girls and probably didn't have gotten into a real relationship as a few days ago I was in a beautiful relationship apparently and I made myself as bluepilled as the fat guy living in their mom's basement munching on instant noodles.I replied to her instantly, never replied in a bad manner heck I broke my spine and became spineless infront of her as I thought this girl is different she understands me on a different level we vibed so much but man I was so wrong.Her ex texted her for a night and in an instant she blocked me from everywhere not even a closure, that's the level of betrayal I have been hit with.At that moment, I was slapped back to reality by the Redpill and I took this experience as an experiment as to find the true value of something you have to remove it and find what happens without it. And the same happened to me today I found out what happens when you try to remove redpill from your life.Guys, I have only one thing to say all your good emotions will wear off what remains is the reality and redpill will guide you through it.