So I've been dealing with divorce for the past few weeks. It's in my other posts, but in a nutshell, she found someone else that I more or less pushed her too.

Well tonight, I think I finally hit the anger stage. I was surprised how nonchalant I was about the whole thing, thought maybe I was different. But definitely just hadn't felt it yet. Hits you like a brick wall.

I wanted some way to make her feel the same, so when I got home, I started pushing her buttons. Ignored her the whole night until after our kids went to sleep. She was constantly asking me what was wrong, and I just ignored her. Continually escalating, and it ended up with me making a few faces at her, and she threw my plate of food at me and stormed off with our car.

I've seen her angry like this before, around when we first met, and she took a few days to cool off. This time, with children, I'm not sure what she is thinking. It honestly felt really good for her to be angry for no reason, but I feel like I may have destroyed any chance of an easier divorce.

Being an LTR with kids, it isn't super easy to just lock the doors, and go to sleep. What do you guys think?