Here's the thing, I'm a 21 yo male who lives in his mama's basement. Since the beginning of times I always been treated like a king, do you remember those spots when the child cried until he got what he wants, well that's basically me.

When I finished High Scholl (4 years ago) I absolutely didn't know what to do with my life and being the good omega male I am, I spent all those years playing videogames, masturbating and shit posting, doing nothing productive, in other words, a neet.

Fast forward 2014 and still doing the same thing, I somehow step upon TRP(a couple of months ago), read the sidebar, the books recommendation, even some neoreactionary essays, and that's when I realized, little by little, why I fucked up all this time, from being raised by a single mother to have no father/male/mentor role in my life, always being a lazy fuck, not striving to be the strongest version of my self and so on.

I'm tired of being an unproductive piece of shit, tired of doing absolute jack shit and being a liability to my mother, but (and here comes my hammstering) why should I bother? effort can't be made when there is not any sort of pressure or necessity. Long ago my mom gave up on me. I, on the other hand, didn't have to worry about getting a job or going to school for a worthless degree (assuming it's not a STEM major and even then) why should I do any of those things when I have almost everything I want in my life, for free(and that is food, shelter and internet).

What I'm trying to say is, I want to rely by my self once and for all, but I know me, I will not do it because no one will force me to do that, so I'll have to force my self, that's why I'm planning of being a homeless, not having money to buy food and a place to sleep will force me to do something or at least dying trying to do so. I will leave suicide as the last resource, but now being a bum is no longer an option.

So,my question are:

1-How can I increase my chances of not fucking up?

I made some research and I now there are some facilities where I live that can give me some bed to sleep untill I find a job, also there are some fast food like mcburger where they throw away the leftover, so there is that.

2-Any general advice?