I am wondering what any RPers experiences have been in terms of entering into Monk Mode while still intensely mired in the Anger Phase of TRP acceptance.

I am an older man who has had issues with women and relationships as long as I can remember, and in studying the Red Pill I have had several ephiphanies in recent months. These epiphanies have led to an intense feeling of anger, and self isolation. On the other hand, I've lost weight, started eating like an athlete and am spending more of my time in useful pursuits, but at the same time I am intensely angry about the reality of sexual dynamics. I've gone into "monk mode", basically just completely ignoring females at this point. I feel I have to do this until I am healed from the "trauma" of swallowing the pill.

I am divorced and have had 2 prior live in relationships, all of which lasted under 5 years.

My two questions are-do you believe it is easier for younger men to recover from the realizations that the Red Pill provides, and can it sometimes be "too late" for some of us to recover? My second question is how long I can expect the "anger phase" to stay with me (although I do feel I have channeled this anger into worthwhile actions.)

Thank you.