I don't know if it's normal or not. Actually I don't care that much, I just want to get rid of these thoughts. Sometimes in public transport, shopping or in any crowded activity, I get the sudden urge to 'flip'...crack a head, hit/kick somebody to death or just go amok. I also have moments when I'd really like to go to Africa or Antarctica for a hunting trip, not on animals but on poachers. I don't think these thoughts are healthy or helping with self improvement...

How to get rid of them?

Another thing really bothering me is the struggle finding appropriate hobbies. There's so much I tried...rock climbing, biking, swimming, cart racing, bowling, soccer, sailing, rafting...and many more. Nothing makes fun?!