ts all over for me now. Less than 2 months ago i got into a fight because someone was trying to make me move out my seat and he took my phone. He was gonna throw it to pass it around but i punched him to stop him. Ever since then life has sucked. I was failing a 2 out of 4 classes when that happened, and it didnt look good at the hearing. I then got put into an arbitration program. There i was assigned a couple of tasks and had to do 15 hours of community service. One of my teachers agreed to help me do community service by working with her, which is great, but ive been doing a terrible job at handling jobs to her liking. Im still with her though. Today in math class i needed to get a paper completed, and so i asked a friend of mine to lend hers to me. Im barely passing and i cant take any zeros. She let me see it and i took a quick picture and went to work. My teacher approached me when i was done and made me open my phone. On top of being embarrassed about my nicki minaj wallpaper i got busted with the work. She took my phone. i heard her talking on the phone to someone about getting evidence off my phone. At the end of class when i approached her she made me call my mom and then told her she will have to report me to the administrator. Of course the other girl didnt get in trouble. She gave me my phone back and i was on my way. The school had a play and i didnt enjoy it because i was upset. My mom said she was dissapointed and that she didnt care if it was a test or not. I got home and pretty much got my butt kicked by my dad and had a huge pep talk with my mom. Basically how im antisocial and arrogant and need to get a drive to do things how i need to start thinking of my future. She said she couldnt help me if they decide to punish me.

Now im cleaning bruises from my dad and cleaning the house. I dont know what to do. Im ready for this school year to end. ive had enough. God cant help me pass my classes. And i fear he wont save me from punishment. Im dreading monday... My life already sucks. No girls. no real friends. nothing. I lost all my devices. Phone, ipod, ipad, everything. i cant even enjoy music. Im typing this off my chromebook froms school

I dont know what to do... i dont want to get expelled and to have a record.