I have low self esteem, so I need confirmation for what I'm about to do.

LTR= Kay

HOE= Rah

Her EX I hate= Greg

My LTR(Kay) told me to not talk to this one girl(Rah), because Kay is extremely jealous of Rah, and also hates Rah with a passion due to shit back in High School. She also told me that if she finds out I'm talking to her, she'll be very hurt and might leave me.

I agreed that I won't talk to Rah.

Today, Rah messaged me, I haven't blocked her yet, but I'm thinking of doing so, but before doing that, I'm thinking of telling Kay, this:

"Rah just messaged me today, I'm about to block her. I expect you to do the same if Greg ever messages you."

The reasons I feel I should do this are:

  • I feel like I'm giving too much and not getting enough in return.
  • I fucking hate Greg.
  • I felt like a beta when she tried to stop me from talking to Rah.
  • Fuck Greg.
  • To avoid covert contracts. I'm making it pretty clear what I want.
  • I had a lot of fights with Greg the little bitch back in High School.

Should I go on with this?